There he was again. Amidst life on earth, a speck of dust, a blip, a grain of sand. The kulfiwallah walks into the street like he had countless times before.
The same soft jingle, the same rectangular arch, hoisting the name of his moving establishment over a black pot draped with a red cloth.
He looks the same. No. He looks the same!
He keeps coming from an unknown place and disappearing down the street each evening only to reappear the next day.
Day in, day out.
Times, mutinies, 09/11, 26/11, economic meltdowns, World Cup victories, marriages, divorces, deaths, births, careers, pandemics, growths, developments, regressions, governments; nothing seems to affect him.
30 years on, the pace of his cart is the same and of course the taste of kulfi is the same.
About 25 years ago, a game of lingorcha was being played on the same street. It was March, the middle of the exam season. But this boy couldn’t care less. He wasn’t the one to study till the last minute or worry about the exam the next day.
And kulfiwallah passes by. Now all he longed for were the contents of that black pot. The magician's heavenly creation.
But his mother’s stares and his father’s ‘economics of it’ explanation were enough for him to see the magician go past him down the street.
Two lovers being torn apart by forces beyond their ken!
Years on, the boy forgot this presence. The city changed along with the street.
Half of a generation is no more. Half of the one which played lingorcha on the street has moved on to streets elsewhere.
Some of them, now pot-bellied, grey haired, bald, saggy-breasted, heavy-assed, with new age diseases, linked with each other from all corners of the globe. Once in a super while.
They exchange notes on their new lives, new conclusions, better rewards, unfortunate turns, apathy and crudeness of the world and sometimes lost innocence.
Eyes sunk deep in their sockets in wisdom or resignation, they touch upon everything humans could fathom. From Trump to toilets.
None knows any better though and none registers or ever will register the kulfiwallah.
He is a challenge to the passage of time. A humble monstrosity that stands in the way of ever-changing events and circumstances.
He defies age, status, judgement, ambition, progression, regression, lethargy, ineptitude or hierarchy.
If someone were to keep a record of the shade and the number of hair on his head over a period of 30 years, the colour and count would be the same.
On the same street, I finish my class this evening and look into the silence for a moment of calm.
And there he was!
Buying a kulfi for myself, I said, “Bhaiyya, you might not remember, on this very street, there was a boy who longed to eat this very elusive kulfi of yours.”
As if he didn’t hear me at all, the kulfiwallah goes, “Bhaiyya, somewhere on this street there used to be a ‘Sir’ who ran a small tuition class.”
This time, as if I didn’t hear him, “You know, that boy can eat as many kulfis as he wants today. But he won't; for reasons he is still not convinced about.”
The kulfiwallah went on, “I could have bought a small place for myself, close to this place, all those years back. And just live off its rent. Today, it is an impossiblilty like that small sum years ago.
So, I go on the only way I know.”
I smiled, “Do you see that old man behind me?” I pointed to my old man.
'That is the same ‘Sir’ you were talking about."
The kulfiwallah smiled and off he went jingling down the street, yet another summer's night.


I guess, we are still ‘young boys’ at heart😈
ReplyDeleteI would like to believe so!
DeleteWow!!
ReplyDeleteHow strange is this, when we say; Nothing has changed, but when we look back, everything has. The streets, the people, our desires, and even ourselves. How we are not the same as we once were. Also, It’s bittersweet how we no longer crave the things we can now have. Having said that the realization hit me hard now that even though we have almost everything or we can have almost everything, it feels like something is still missing. Maybe it’s the simplicity and innocence of those childhood days. :)
ReplyDeleteI also loved the mention of Lingorcha. We call it Pittu in Pakistan. Though I have never played it myself but it brought back memories of watching others play and the happiness it brought to everyone. Thank you for sharing this beautiful piece! :)
Thank you for sharing your views. Means a lot.
DeleteAlso, Pittu! Like this little piece of information.